Aww you guys are the best! Umm, the reason I broke up by email is because I'm too much of a coward to do it face to face and he's really a great guy, I just don't have the time and energy to devote to a relationship, plus, I couldn't stand it to see pain on his face . . . Anyways, he wrote me back, and I hope he was being truthful when he said he was okay with it and that if we meet up again, depending on how we feel and where we are in life, we could attempt to make something work. But for now, we're settling on friends, and I think that that's just peachy!

And for those of you who asked, the type of work I'll be doing with the D-Braves will be regular stuff, such as concessions, taking/selling tickets, ushering, whatever needs to be done. And I'm thinking that after next week, I'm going to ask my aunt to babysit for her full time (which gives me $100/week) and tell my mom's aunt that I can't babysit for her anymore, and suggest she ask one of my sisters. It's not that I don't love her or the kids, but with her hours, I'll never make it to games by the time I need to be there; and I know she's family and all and that her current situation doesn't allow her to pay much, and well, frankly, I don't think she pays me enough, especially with gas prices the way they are. But for now, I'm helping her out until school's out, because that I can do. (BTW, county schools here aren't out until June 17th, my sister graduates on the 18th.)

Oh yeah, this Sunday is my parent's 22nd anniversary, in three years (when my baby sister is graduating college) we'll have to throw a big surprise party or somethin'. And in case you were wonderin', my parents are young to be married that long, in this day and age anyway, Dad's 42, Mom's 40, and I'm 21 with two younger sisters 17 and 15.