I feel the walls crashing

down,

all around me.

All the hope,

all the joy

that I had built

up,

saving it,

fooling myself.

The happiness,

my wall,

I know for sure,

was only temporary;

so why,

Why

did I think

this time would be different?

It's always the same,

Always,

but for now,

for now I,

I

will choose

to enjoy the happiness

while it lasts.

~Jessica R.